January 22, 2016

I started working on putting the next book together. It is going to be so different than what I thought I was going to write. I had to stop reading fairly early in, the pain it raised in me was to much. The memories vary, some make me sad, others angry, but the odd ones […]

A new year and a good start…

Welcome to 2016 a whole new start on a new year of unknowns. I get to start the new year having seen my gy doc who treats the endometriosis and adnomiosis. We have put surgery as a last resort, thanks to my genetic panel being negative across the board! Not even one uncertain, what a […]

Legacy

A friend asked people to list the things they have done for liberty. I tried to and realized I have gotten a lot done in a few short years, but it was always in me. What we leave this world with is our legacy. What impact did we have and does any of it last? […]

Doing it … Again

I am sitting here thinking a mass of thoughts. To many changes at once has overloaded my ability to organize it. So I have chosen to step back. It was a wise choice, and has afforded me time to my studies and to self. The neurosurgeon was a no go, and the last thing I […]

Just Another Day

Facts be known, I hate holidays and “special days” cruel names that hide their lies. I fear them as they approach, and what they might bring. Nightmares come and go, sometimes so real it’s confusing when you wake up, that moment of uncertainty, and then I breathe that day is over. I can’t remember the […]

Rope

There comes a time when it is enough enough of the daily rituals the endless disappointments limitations the end of the rope tired of hanging on it’s time to take a leap back to the surgeons push for any alternatives find the end feet firmly on the ground off the rope and back into the […]

A Son’s Plea

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Relief and Gratitude

This never-ending road has its ups and downs, and the downs can be very difficult to handle. Often I feel like a burden, having to ask for many things. That has changed for me, and though there are times I feel it and probably will in the future, it has to do with changing perspective. […]

Sometimes It’s a Little Too Much

I know I just can’t take anymore hits. I’m a month in to waiting for the next set of tests. A negative result is SO wanted. A positive one will mean more surgery, and a need to test my son. The waiting is painstaking. Spent most of yesterday crying, it came in waves. Just so […]

The Journey Continues

You ever have one of those days that you feel great and someone pops your balloon? That was my day last Friday. I went in for shot 2 of 4 of Lupron thinking that was it, and I was wrong. Not so fast, the doc wanted to see me. She has concerns about my age, […]