{"id":1552,"date":"2023-06-08T09:08:28","date_gmt":"2023-06-08T13:08:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/?p=1552"},"modified":"2023-06-08T11:19:45","modified_gmt":"2023-06-08T15:19:45","slug":"coming-soon-badass-by-jennifer-coffey","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/2023\/06\/08\/coming-soon-badass-by-jennifer-coffey\/","title":{"rendered":"Coming Soon &#8220;Badass&#8221; by Jennifer Coffey"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"300\" class=\"alignright size-medium wp-image-877\" srcset=\"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n-768x768.jpg 768w, https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n-520x520.jpg 520w, https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/03\/71821818_10219939905430513_3911753426039472128_n.jpg 960w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>&#8220;I watched the dismantling of my life. My career in medicine was over. I couldn&#8217;t even care for myself properly and I couldn&#8217;t drive anymore. No one told me not to it was self-imposed. I still don&#8217;t drive to this day. If I have a spasm behind the wheel, if my leg moves on its own onto the gas peddle hard? I can&#8217;t get behind the wheel knowing that if one neuro symptom happens I could kill someone. I knew better than most. I can&#8217;t even begin to quantify the number of accident scenes I either responded to or received in the ER. I can not be so selfish as to drive and end up wishing I never had while I watch someone be loaded into an ambulance because of me.&#8221;<br \/>\n                                               &#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<br \/>\n&#8220;Despite leading a life of crazy twists and turns that had literally put me into the history books. I had served in leadership and vice-chaired the commerce committee. It was normal to see me leaving the state house changing clothes and clocking in at the hospital. There were times I would respond to 911 calls in my hometown or pull a 24-hour pier diem shift with a private ambulance company. I helped to teach new EMTS at a college and acted as the National Legislative Coordinator and member of the board of directors for a national women&#8217;s organization. I had so many other unpaid activist positions it could be a real bear trying to keep it all going. I remember we once wrote down all the things I was doing and titles I had and it amounted to a full page. I saw nothing but failure. You know I think back to that now and see the sad person I was then. All that work to try to find love and belonging all the while never realizing the only person I needed to find comfort with was myself.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;I watched the dismantling of my life. My career in medicine was over. I couldn&#8217;t even care for myself properly and I couldn&#8217;t drive anymore. No one told me not to it was self-imposed. I still don&#8217;t drive to this day. If I have a spasm behind the wheel, if my leg moves on its [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","_s2mail":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1552","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-blog"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1552","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1552"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1552\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1560,"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1552\/revisions\/1560"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1552"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1552"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenncoffey.com\/jc\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1552"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}