The Conversation in My Head

The conversation in my head

I’ve had my cry
I WANT TO SCREAM
I carry myself as a lady
WHY WHY WHY, AGAIN
I hide the pain oh so well
FOR WHAT TO PLEASE THE FUCKING WORLD
I smile and greet the day in silence
MY INSIDES ARE BURNING ME APART!
Thank you for your kindness
FUCK YOU, YOUR SORRIES I’M NOT FUCKING DEAD YET!
Put on the pink face.
Put on the fake smile.
Just remember to keep “putting” it on you can last awhile.

~JC -18

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